Sort of down...

Whee! 2003 hits on Xanga! ^__^ hotaruchan got it. She just told me to "surprise her" so I have no clue what I'm going to do -_-* (for those of you that don't know, I have a counter on my Xanga blog, and I'm giving a gift art to whoever got 2000)

Anywho, now onto what I've been thinking about the whole day. In first period we were informed that a girl in my grade died on Sunday. I didn't know her well... I didn't even like her much. She wasn't what you'd call a model student. She skipped classes and her friends were... not the most respectable of people. The rumour is she cut herself... it doesn't surprise me really.

I didn't relly know her, but it still makes me sad to know she's gone. Especially if she did kill herself. No one should be so depressed they resort to something like that. I saw some of her friends today in tears... and I found myself looking over at her desk in chemistry today. I was thinking of how she'll never be at school again, never skip out on class or anything. And, you know, had this not happened, I'd probably never give a second thought about her.

*sigh* there's really no use dwelling on it, in a couple of weeks I'll have forgotten about this. It sounds harsh, but it's true. I didn't really know her...

Anywho... I strangely find myself looking at Beyblade fanart. O.o this is too weird...

Had another interesting dream the other day... All I can really remember though was someone saying that there could be an earthquake and then I was like "we don't have to worry about that. The secret labratory that I built under this house will protect the building from collapsing." So everyone gives me this unbelieving look so I took them to see my labratory... I push a button on the banister railing on the staircase and a computerized voice asks for the password (which is "guardian" naturally) then this secret elevator pops out of the floor.... there was also something in there about Seto and Jounouchi having to share a bed and there being a Blue Eyes White Dragon Pillow and a Flame Swordsman pillow. O.o;;;;

Yeah... nice weird dream eh?

~Taryn~

"It seems that everybody stakes their lives on a lost cause. Looking over them all from up here, I almost think I can see their little hopes and dreams flickering in each light" -Guts (Berserk)

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